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    December 13

    婚前综合症

     
         用一些舒缓的音乐来平息睡前活跃的脑细胞
     
         有时候可以听着听着就那样睡着，省去了安定药片对大脑的慢性侵蚀
     
         又恢复睡前听歌的习惯
     
     
     
         昨晚正要睡着时，却听见熟悉乐曲里搀杂进并不和谐的陌生旋律，短促而规则地重复，扯下耳机听，原来是MAX的手机来电
     
         我不接听也不挂断，“女鬼招魂”的幽幽铃声，夜深人静时听真的能让人心里发毛
     
         宿舍隔音不太好，我怕隔壁的同事误以为我又在看鬼片，于是在他第三次打来时按下接听键
     
         其实自从那次MAX酒后深夜来找我，举动反常，之后我都不敢接他深夜打来的电话，事后都解释说我当时上夜班没带手机
     
         这次再闪躲似乎就太过明显，也就只好硬着头皮接了
     
         果然，他又醉酒，这次是来问我一个女同学的电话——那个他追了很多年最终未果的女孩
     
         我说我不知道
     
         他说，哦，真不知道？那好吧……今天喝酒和人打架，刚打完一针破伤风
     
         你到底怎么了，我问
     
         要结婚了，烦呗
     
         什么时候？
     
         明年五月底
     
         那好啊，我给你们攒份子钱
     
         得了你，好了你睡觉吧，我也要睡了，挂吧
     
     
         挂断后我重新躺到黑暗里，舒缓音乐却再也不能让我平静，又失眠
     
         我能听出MAX声音里的无奈与疲倦，面对一段已经味同嚼蜡的感情，大局已定，而他无力扭转
     
         突然对他很同情，所谓男人的责任让他丧失一切重新开始的机会，他只能沦陷，不得逃脱
     
         他常常和同事喝酒到深夜，一次次考验着准新娘的耐心与宽容，他已经盲目，盲目到肆意
     
     
     
         英雄说，告诉全天下的女人不用再等了，因为我要结婚了！
     
         而MAX说，烦，可能因为就要结婚了吧……
     
         都是要结婚的男人，却有天壤之别
     
        
     
         不是每个人都有勇气摆脱枷锁，在真正的幸福面前，责任是最稳固保障，有时却是最残酷的镣铐
     
        
     
     
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    plane crystalwrote:
    结婚。。。。
     
    真是几家欢喜几家愁啊
    呵呵。。我只是路过而已，
    没有什么企图。
    Dec. 16
    万生 刘wrote:
    MAX应该摆脱心中的镣铐,对双方都好,结婚后的女人,会全心呵护这个家,全心的爱你,而经常在外面喝酒,却伤了新娘一辈子的心.信任心从何而说起呢.
    还是那句,在对的时间遇见对的人..是最幸福的
    Dec. 14

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